lookit! look at how way hotter i used to be! that was a whole FOUR years ago. i need a haircut, or at least a trim. i need a facial, to get my nails done-did, & new wardrobe. & speaking of clothes, i remember when i used to dress like a grandma- everyone made fun of me & now its "trendy." i remember not quite fitting in with the "rockers" because i listened to more alt & indie than metal, but now its hip to be hip & all originality has gone out the window. fuck urban outfitters & american apparel for making me feel generic. forrealz.
its sort of childish- like getting mad when a band or artist youve been loving for the longest gets blown up overnight by mtv or some other mind-numbing corporate institution that defines "cool." beyond that, its a matter of trying to cherish something that is yours alone, or at least you can pretend it is. until it becomes so hard to see something you love being exploited & raped by the mass media & general population that you just sort of become disillusioned by the whole thing & move on to the next until the cycle repeats itself. so maybe i dont really care about the artist, i just care about the art- dont cheapen it!
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yes! it does. you're trying to create something so good and honest and then when you enter into the workforce, it's all about selling and making a profit and marketing your ass off. i just want to write and be known for my writing. i don't want to make a fucking killing. it all ties back to my current job and how it just taints what i do. i write, but this job takes writing and fucks it until it's like some hollow shell. i hate it.
hush you are still a hottie.
LMAo and yes I'm a creep! not!
I dunno im weird I guess,
but yeah, all you need to do is change your hair like do different things with it everyday so like that you feel change and you dont get bored!
dude fuck that your curls are the best
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